Posted by roger kozlow (24.195.17.157) on January 31, 2003 at 02:53:33:
There is speculation that when we die
an aspect of us continues
maybe more than an aspect
or whatever it is that lets us form
bonds of understanding each other
times undimensionalness
so every so often, or more,
something ridiculous happens to me that could very possibly not be my doing. Of course, I hold responsibility in as much as I am the container of occurance.
So i'm thinking that, if something about Jim has persisted, what would be going on...
these thoughts flash by, they are much longer to unscrew, and lose sensibility in translation
so the other day, I'm driving to work, going round the bend from I87 to central ave heading towards schenectady, and for no apparent reason, I start singing some song from the wizard of oz in a crash test dummies voice. I can't even remember which one.
and as I was singing, I was just straight out cracking up. There was this humor that was present with me that was beyond my explaining
could be a nervous breakdown,
could be a visit from the jimnessness talking to me in terms that I could understand.
either way, I had this thought of the presence of jim
free from the bounds
stopping in to say hi
experiencing the joy, kindness and generosity he brought brings continues with him
his humor was so strong, whenever i come near something like it to me, jim is there
roger